Hi GUYS!
Damn it’s fall already?! Like how is there only 4 months of 2017 left…? This year has definitely been an interesting one in many aspects. I feel like the past 2 years have been molding me into the person I am continuously evolving too. TBH I took a long break from YouTube and from blogging because I had a busy summer with my little sister’s quince planning an event of that magnitude and choreographing the dances was definitely challenging but very fulfilling when I saw my little girl transform into such a beautiful young lady. I really don’t know if I want to have kids because this generation scares me so much, they are so overly sensitive yet do not know how to express their feelings because they do not even know how to properly communicate. This generation that follows behind my own, grew up with phones. They had smart phones or tablets as young as in elementary which has made them so much more advanced than the previous generations but it has also exposed them to things we will never understand because we grew up in a different time. I feel like the parents of this upcoming generation trust kids with phones and the internet because they feel like it’s harmless and that is just how brainwashed they have our society, we believe we need these devices and we can not detach ourselves from it. If many adults struggle with social media expectations, standards, and bullies how can we expect for our youth to not be so sensitive when they feel constantly judged and attacked on different platforms in different ways.
Granted we all love social media and I am sure it’s not going to go anywhere any time soon but that is why I decided to start LIFEASMJ and begin to express my thoughts, feelings, and emotions to anyone who is willing to listen to them. I want to use my platform to tell anyone who is suffering with mental health issues, self esteem issues or whatever problem you are currently struggling with that it will get better. I know that is such a cliche thing to say especially when your spirit has lost all hope and you feel like no one understands exactly how you feel. And you are right no one but you knows how you feel however no one but you has the power to acknowledge what you are feeling and change it. You control your mind, do not let your mind control you or believe me it will consume you. It’s very hard to live with all these emotions that you have no idea how to identify and process because we have never been taught to be connected with ourselves on that level. Believe me once you build a relationship with yourself where you make self care and self love your number one priority your life will begin to change dramatically. The way you feel about yourself manifests into your reality. Therefore if you feel lost, sad, confused, moody, fatigued and hopeless you will begin to manifest things that will keep you feeling that way or even worst. It’s the power of the mind, whatever we think and most importantly BELIEVE comes true because we make it true.
Everyone talks about law of attraction and being woke because they manifest riches into their lives but I feel like materialistic items are too simple to obtain anyone can get in debt for the latest trends but what are you manifesting for your soul? For the souls of the future kids? What are you really doing that is making an impact not just in your life but in the life of the masses to call yourself “woke”? Spirituality is definitely the new wave, seeing Spencer’s selling crystals and Chakra tapestries really upset me because I fail to see how a store that carries adult sex toys and has no knowledge what so ever about the spiritual community/ journey decided to sell these products now. If you want to awaken and are ready to have your life turned upside down I recommend doing so with authentic spiritual merchandise not products from a CEO who just wants to profit off of the latest trend. Being woke is not about manifesting riches, if we are going to make this a trend let’s at least do it right and spread the right message. All these rappers speaking on meditation and third eyes amuse me because their entire persona is made up to be an egoistic person who stunts their materialistic possessions, and there is nothing spiritual about that. We are getting to caught up with the “spiritual aesthetic” and forgetting about the main objective which is merging with your higher self, serving others while fulfilling your soul’s purpose.
As you guys can tell, I could type my thoughts away for hours but I also know people’s attention span is not long unless highly entertained. I am not entertaining but I am informative and I chose knowledge over entertainment anyday. I feel like there is so many YouTubers and “Public Figures” that promote such a fake materialistic life and I just want to steer to the other direction and touch people instead of using people to get me to where I want to be, only to turn around and stunt on the very same supporters that helped me get there. If you made it to this point of m post damn boo I vibe with you! Thank you for showing me so much love Idgaf one person reads this or a million I am just grateful that you took time out of your day to get lost in my wonderland.
Thank you for vibing !
Namaste